August 2010
42.
I’ve realized how much more fun I have had without you. You might have been great, you might have been mine, but really without you I am a whole different person. I am someone three billion times better. I am completely myself, I do what I want, I hangout with who I choose, I don’t let things get to me, I am not as angry, or sad. The worst has happened to me and I am still a happier...
41.
I have a crazy obsession with rings. My fingers are full but I want more.
40.
I want to sleep some more. I wish it was the weekend already. Arggh.
39.
I think I’m dreaming, I don’t want it to stop. I feel like I’m falling. I must be dreaming. I can’t stop thinking and that’s alright, it keeps me smiling. Each minuet away, I can’t wait to see you more. I feel like you like me the same, I like that we feel the same. I’m not worried, or scared I know we on on a equal scale. I don’t worry, I...
38.
I got some cool rings today. I can’t wait for next weekend I am super stoked. Anyways I am going to bed.
37.
I think I will do a art project about similarities in relationships between humans and plants. I wish I wasn’t getting sick and had cotton candy to eat. Sleep will help me get better.
36.
Whats the point in trying again and again? Why try over and over to make something work that won’t? Once the flowers bloomed and died, it cannot be revived.
35.
Why is it always sunny when I have to work? I just want to sit outside and draw away the day. Or sit and day dream, watch clouds and play at the park. I need to put in my two weeks pretty badly.
34.
You are just too cute, your so amazing. I just can’t stop smiling.
33.
I cannot stress how important it is for me to eat a bagel a day since camping.
32.
Camping was awesome. It was tons of fun, I really wish we stayed another night but everyone was worn out and tired. Going to quit my job, so I stop spending money. Got new earrings and a ring. I love them both. I need to save for my camera and a new laptop. Fuck.
31.
Cleaned up, smells really good in here.
30.
You have to stab him and then gut him, to find out who he really is.
29.
Paranoid: High Schizoid: High Schizotypal: Very High Antisocial: High Borderline: Moderate Histrionic: Very High Narcissistic: High Avoidant: Moderate Dependent: High Obsessive-Compulsive: Very High
28.
Camping stuff is everywhere. I only have to wait til tomorrow before I see you! I can’t wait! Ohh gosh I wish I had my own cotton candy maker. Camping is going to be sick. I’m super stoked.
27.
I realized i am just really fucked up sometimes. Fact: I cannot stop eating candy for the life of me.
26.
What do I do now? The words are there, the table is set, and I cannot make a move to sit down. What side of the table do I belong?
25.
Police in Buffalo arrested 51-year-old Gary L. Korkuc after they pulled him over for blowing through a stop sign, and found four-year-old Navarro marinating in his trunk in a mixture of oil, crushed red peppers, chili pepper and salt…So why would Korkuc want to eat his cat? According to a memo from the staff at the local SPCA, obtained by the Buffalo News, Korkuc said he no longer...
24.
It’s done it’s over. There is no looking back. Why don’t people understand that? Let go of your past. Don’t attact yourself to someone who you cannot depend on. Don’t let them pull you down. There is always someone else out there that could make you smile while your sleeping, laugh when your crying, make your cheeks feel on fire. I’m so happy you found me.
23.
My mother bought me a cute dress and, some bitch decided to post a reply to a super old blog post on Nexopia. Now I am fighting her verbally about whether or not dogs get their period.
22.
Well my room is finally set up. Pictures are going up later today. I need to hit up IKEA, asap. I need another shelf, some picture frames and maybe a mirror. Hola.
21.
How is it that you simply make me smile? I really don’t know what to do about that.
20.
I wish I could have a cool name like ’ ShellyCannibal ’ because I think I really need it to be accepted in this society. Please take note that this post is overly 100% sarcastic.
19.
I had a good day yesterday. It was really wicked.
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18.
What the fuck? I feel like I am more confused then ever. I feel like I am looking at a double fucking rainbow. What the fuck. I don’t understand you are really not being clear and I hate that you aren’t. What the fuck does that mean? Don’t give me hope to steal it away. Your killing me, and I am about to kill you. I don’t know what to think, this is ridiculous. DOUBLE...
17.
Fate is a amazing but terrible thing.
16.
I don’t mind it being this way at all. Life is just like this. But why is it my luck when great people come and go so quickly. I welcome you in and you walk right through. I’m sorry that sometimes I’m not that forgiving. This is how it is, you did it to yourself I hope you realize that.
15.
Woke up today and it’s raining. My parents are away this weekend too. I was really hoping to go out.
14.
Finished painting both walls. It’s very peaceful,calm and dark. I feel like this is my room, my house now. I’m happy I am here now, instead of completely hating it here. This just makes it much better. I feel like I will be able to get a lot done in this room now. I have been feeling very relieved and I don’t know just calm and settled, like there isn’t anything to worry...
13.
Am I crazy? I don’t know what to think now. Are you just pulling me along, or are you considering all this a mistake? I cannot blame you for any of this happening. You are still as pure hearted as you have always been. I don’t know why, I should hate you but I still remember your words. I hold on to hope, only because I know, I wish you would come home. I remember all the times we...
12.
I HATE PEOPLE WHO DO NOT LISTEN TO ME WHEN IT COMES TO PIERCING KNOWLEDGE. Your are going to get scar tissue and wish you listened to me you fucking retard.
11.
Just finished cleaning my room. It took me about 3 hours. I cleaned all my shelves off. I cannot wait to finally paint my bedroom. I have some nice frames for some artwork. I also have a friend giving me his Super Nintendo today, which is pretty sick. But for right now I’m going to go get ready for my movie date to go see inception and despicable me at the drive in movie theater with Julie....
10.
My mother thinks I should get a nose job. She also plans to look into it for me. Not like I need one but that would be nice. Maybe I could learn to breath through my nose after the surgery.
09.
Wow, I hate Facebook.
“When you find, someone new, I’ll leave you alone; leave you two. i just...”
08.
I completely enjoy, drawing trees. I have drawn a lot the past week and I love it. I feel like it’s helping my attitude, and it’s been settling my mind. I need to just keep drawing and keep drawing. I feel like my mind is filling with ideas more frequently then before. I need more paper, more paper.
07.
I have been feeling strange. I am a bit scared and I don’t know why I have this worried feeling in my bones, in my gut and I cannot just let it go. Something isn’t right and I don’t want this right now I feel horrible I know how it feels to have this happen to me. I hate it and I don’t want to do it because then how can i hate all the people who have done this to me....
06.
Kay, so realized I need to keep up with my posts on tumblr. I’m getting lazy, keep spending too much money and need to skype less and sleep more. but everything is too much fun to give up so easily.
